Every thought

People keep complaining about how ugly, fat, or alone they are. I just don’t understand. I don’t care how you look, how much acne you have, how much you weigh. I don’t wear make up, I wear five dollar t-shirts and the same style jeans, and I make fun of the fat that layers my body. I go around every day knowing exactly what I’ll see in the mirror, so I don’t look(maybe because I’m scared of seeing something I didn’t before). I want so badly to understand what you see in yourself that makes you hate your self so much.
Here’s a story for you. I’m always first to gym(among other classes) so I’m in the locker room first every day. Everyday, I see one girl walk into the locker room, and every day the first thing she goes to is the wall length mirror(No, I don’t watch her after wards, I just watch her and the other girls at the mirror and how they look at themselves- I’m not a creep). I swear, I’m already done dressing with my shoes laced and everything before she’s done ridiculing herself in the reflection.Sure, she’s not very attractive or thin, but I don’t believe people should look at themselves everyday and find every flaw in themselves as they possibly can. It’s simply not healthy! One day, I want to talk to her, tell her that she’s beautiful and that she doesn’t need to spend all day staring at herself. I see and hear people saying demeaning things about themselves everyday, and it kills me because if I speak up, then they’ll think I’m this creepy eavesdropper, and if I don’t they’ll continue to think that they’re some disgusting beast.
Everybody is beautiful in some way, trust me. I’m just like you, I walk around everyday wishing I were this or that and having half the mind to just drop everything and run away for a while. Sometimes I find myself standing in front of the mirror thinking, I’m too fat, too strange, my pores are to large, I have too many pimple, my hair is too thick, why do I have hair here? So, this isn’t coming from a perfect girl model who has flawless skin and a flat stomach. I just know enough to look at my self and find things that are positive about myself and not what I need to fix because I have nothing to fix. I’m not broken, I’m just not perfect. The same goes for everybody else.