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Laws

The laws of wisdom include possessing the ability to be who you are and lead your own life the way you believe you should. Not everybody follows these laws. It's easy to forget who you are bellow the influence of society. Although it's hard, we must fight our way to peek above the ever changing waves of trends and find who we are. Once grasping it, it's hard to hang on, but it's so important that you do. While who you are may change with the waves carrying you, it doesn't matter, as long as you keep hold of who you know you want to be. While wisdom may come with age, it is due to the mistakes and regret we undertake throughout everyday that passes. We go through so much in every moment that passes that, at moments, we tend to forget the significance our actions and reasons upon why we take these actions have on our future lives.
The second law to wisdom is understanding what you have done right or wrong and excepting that you're not always correct in your logic. While people believe that the believes and reasoning they live by are the correct and only way to live by, each and every person lives by a different code. We wrestle our ways through life with the highest hopes that we will get things right, act in the best preferred manner, and be without flaw. In my opinion, a mistake is worth making. Without making mistakes or making the wrong decisions, we'd all live by the twisted logic we'd had in Kindergarten. We can't go through life pretending we're perfect.
Wisdom, while this can be arguable, is to be aware of the way you live your life according to who you are and being able to comprehend between your beliefs and the thoughts that are pressured for you to have.
While these laws are not the only laws, these are the laws that I follow. It does not imply that these are the laws required to follow in order to become wise, for "wise" is different in every definition.

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Ponder

Rain was pouring, and wind way sweeping, and the ocean was swaying to its own sweet lullaby.  I stared at the stars through the foggy window. They danced and glowed as the night rose and rose. The darkness darkened, caressing the pulsing stars. Each little star illuminated its own little space in the vast universe. I wondered how the moon felt; superior and special among its tiny companions, or alone and secluded from the rest of the night sky? Perhaps it was petty and ready for the sun to take its place. Or perhaps it was a king, and a ruler, and over shone the stars around it with pride.  I looked up at the sky again and  pondered this new question. I pondered the universe, and pondered the unknown, and pondered the curiosities. The more I pondered the world around us, the more I realized how much there was to ponder. Only, the stars seemed so peacefully pulsing, and the moon seemed so wistfully swooning that I soon felt myself drifting to sleep. The pondering could wait for another day.

Ever Changing

The past is the formation of the character you become, not a play meant to portray the background of the character. As the character makes their own choices, the future changes to fit the cause and effects of everything you do. Except, there are things set in stone that you are destined to discover. Therefore, the end result is to be your fate, but everything in between is ever changing.

Simple

Simple tasks are best done rather than left to harden in the sun.

Problems

Problems are always around the corner, even if they aren't truly there at all.

Stand up

This is me speaking directly to you- this is me telling you that you cannot let anybody or anything get in your way of growing into the person you've always dreamed of being. In the past, I've stood up to bullies who've bullied me along with ones who haven't done a thing to me and I refused to stand by and watch(I'm not lying). Maybe it's just me, but I refuse to let anybody get to me, nobody can stop me from being who I truly am and I won't let anybody become that bump in the road that makes me crash. I won't let it happen to anybody else either. I can't. I'm telling each and every one of you never to let anybody hurt you when you know that the only person who can ever affect who you are is you. There are people all over the world committing suicide due to bullying. To me, that is never an option. You have an entire life a head of you, that bully is some insignificant thing trying to breach your soul and turn you inside out. Stand up for yourself and show them that you are who you are, there is nothing they can do or say that can change that, and what ever they say will never affect you. I've been cussed at, insulted, and been called an ultimate freak. I called down the hall way "That's me, but it took you this long to notice?" So you see, the only way they can get to you is if you let them, and that is a thing you must never do. Things happen and things are said, but the only things that matter are the ways you take it and how you think of and treat yourself. There is always something you can do- being gone with yourself is not one. You think that there is no pain that can ever compare to yours, well there is. Think of the people who love you or even remotely care about you. Having you gone is a grief that can never be healed, because you're gone and you'll never return. When being bullied, at some point or another, you'll learn to get over and laugh at the things you've been through in the past. Having somebody you love kill themselves and having the guilt of never knowing if there was something you could have done to prevent such tragedy, will haunt you forever with everlasting guilt. Always remember that you can stand up to the things that stand in your way, you are the ruler of your own soul and the protector of your own heart.

Lost

We are all lost in a world that we can't seem to configure, but the truth is that the answer only lies in the next step we take.

Gravity

The forces that drag us backwards and plummeting to the ground are not scientific. They are not the gravity that keeps us grounded every day. It is, but our hearts and our brains that force us to doubt ourselves and the things we do. They are the forces that will always be there to tell us what's right and wrong, but also that you can't and you won't. The only way to ignore it, is to prove them wrong. 

A New

Nobody knows who you are, no thought in your head, nor secret you hold. Not even you do. In life there is always a secret of which you discover. A new question that you would have never asked. Thoughts you would have never thought of thinking. Then, you're left lost and alone. For what you have left is a new adventure worth living and all the rest was forgotten.

Talk

They will only truly talk,
when you're dead.
And as they talk,
they will know what has been said.
The reason they will talk,
is because you made a change on your death bed.
So when they talk,
your words will be your obituary reread.
You'll know your words have crept into their talk,
when you see the talk has grown serious and sad.
Only, behind the curtains, your alive and well with the talk echoing softly in your ear.

Camel

The straw of which breaks the camel's back is never forgiven, but is sure to be broken by the camel in return.

To forget

To forget is to become one with oblivion.

Luck

Luck is an aspect of hope and confidence that grows and swells in your heart to grant you the wishes you so desire. Of course, sometimes bad luck is there, right around the corner. When doubtful and depressed, you bring the worse to yourself. Never give up hope, for hope is the aspect in life that we couldn't possibly live without.

Familiar

It take's a lot to bring back that familiar smile that has faded long ago. When we finally find it, we'll discover that it gets less and less familiar every time. This is why it is important to keep it close in reach, or we may never find it again.

Kingdom

A kingdom is a land ruled by the monarchy, they are born with a duty in life. This duty is to protect and properly rule their kingdom. It is to create a safe domain for their citizens and control them. Our kingdom is our life. We rule our own lives and control the decisions we make. Our duty is to live the life we decide and make it safe for us to continue on our paths. We mustn't let our kingdoms fall, nor be over ruled by another ruler. Our duties are permanent. We live every day our own and remain strong like the castles once build for the Kings and Queens who once held out their own lives like heroes. The stronger our foundation, the longer we stand. The harder we fight, the closer we are to victory. The keener the brain, the best way to keep your kingdom under control.

D: Deep

In the deepest place you could find, I'm buried within. I could try to climb, or dig, or leap, but there's no way out of this one. I've found myself lost in the core of the Earth where it's dark and cold. I've found myself without a light to shine down on a way out. So I'm lost and all I have left is a will to fight. Luckily, that's the only tool I need to escape and find my way out of the dark.

Clever

How clever it was to learn,
how clever it was to know.
How beautiful it was to look,
how beautiful it was to create.
When it was clever of you to acklowlege,
it should have been plain enough
for you to know it was the only way out.
When it was beautiful for you to act,
it should have been a feat of which
proved you were the winner.

Heart

We may never have the heart to speak. We may never have the heart to act, but can you imagine what would happen if we did? By now, you'd be imagining you crush holding your hand, you'd be imagining your opinion being heard. Except, our hearts are meant to regret. They're meant to long for the day it was strong enough to take the leap of faith. People say that it's not alright. People say that it's foolish and weak not to act, but it's not. Somethings are meant to be done, but some things aren't. There is only so much a heart is capable of doing before it dies out. Use your heart wisely and never let it stop as long as you can help it, for there are so many things that it may be capable of.

Hope

Hope may not always be there, but you will always find it when you open your eyes. Hope can hold you together like threads of a cocoon, but the threads must always snap and you will always fall, but if you don't let yourself fall, you will always see the thin strand of hope dangling right beside you. The only problem is finding the will to open your eyes.

Empathy

Empathy is a thing I lack- for there is no way to feel an others feelings when you have no means to feel any emotions at all.

Nothing

Nothing can break me for there is nothing to break~ It doesn't mean you can't try though...

Broken

I've been bashed and bruised while people tried to slice and dice me. After everything they've tried has tired them out I'll still be there. I'll be cracked and splintered, but I'll never break. I'll be scratched up with no repair and the scars will lay upon my heart, but I'll never fall apart. For years I'll be talked down to where no other person could return. There will be those who will never give up until I've been shattered, but they'll never succeed. I've no means to break, I've no means to shatter, I've no means to fall apart, and I've no means to give in. There may not be hope and there may not be any reason to keep fighting. I may be beat to a pulp with no audible pulse, but there is never an excuse for me to ever stop going on. Every person among this earth could be surrounding me and I'd have no way out, but in the end I'll still be fighting, I'll still be climbing, and I'll never stop being who I am. Those who try to get through to me will never reach there destination, for I've made sure that what they're looking to destroy has and will never be found.

Take this... as a challenge.

Quit

To quit is to give in to the cruel torture of life.
Every obstacle you may face is one you must complete even with poor results.
If one lets life pull them down,
the only way things may go are down.
To quit is to give up on yourself.
You deny your mere ability to fight and survive.
To quit is to become weak.

Lost

To be truly lost is to lose your way. The rest is all just a flaw in the master plan.

Hope

Hope is like the simple air we breath. It surrounds us and sometimes we forget it's there, but it supports us none the less.

C: Courage

The courage to be yourself is all you need to live a life of glory. If you do not have the strength to do this, there is a path of wasted beauty left thinning in your soul. If you do not posses the courage to live by your own accord, then the uniqueness within you will eat itself away to mere nothingness. Find the courage within you in order to live a life of your own heart's desire. It will be all you will ever need.

Work

We work for things we want everyday, and that is the only way to gain a thing. No matter how hard we try to avoid it, we must work and it's all that we can do.


Worker bees burning hot in the sun, their buzz an irritated hum in your ear. They work harder and harder till they come to crisp and earn their golden shine.

In good time

Revel in the positive while you can for the negative looms around the corner. Every moment we waist lazy and dreadful for no cause, we waist the time for being blissful and full. For we could stay in celebration for ages before we become dragged down. Of course we refuse, for we spend our days bored and sad. Make worth of the time that we are aloud to become happy, it is worth its payment of sadness in good time.

Artists

We are all artists in some way. If not in the sense of paint and pencils, then dance, music, writing, or even being talented in being a magnet for near death experiences. Everything we may do is a fine art that we perform with flourish. There is no denying the truth, for our ways are the art of pure life.

Eyes

The eyes behold the only portal to your soul. The only way to see inside who a person truly is. If one is to look close enough then said one may be able to see you. Until that is what you want,you must guard yourself from being exposed. Your only safe haven is in your mind, don't ever let it go.

Time

At times you'll find the world is turned against you. When you know you've done wrong and there is nothing you can do about it. Every horrible mistake you make that you just can't forget. You remember the saying "time will heal your wounds" and remind yourself that everything will be fine. Except, it's not fine. What you do is imagine the possibilities. Sure, they may not always come true, but it fills with a good feeling. Know that there is always a chance for anything to come true. Sometimes, dreaming it is the best chance we've got to surviving.

All that we know

All that we know is false. Nothing can be proven. No matter how hard we try to prove something, there will all ways be a loop hole. Therefore, there is no way to prove oblivion unreal. For all we know, our lives are a puppet show...

Forget

To forget is to become one with oblivion.